REALIZATION...

One morning you wake up with the chilling realization that the voice to start your day will not be heard. The gentle teasing will not be there, the soulful whispers have vanished. people promise there are going to be the same forever not realizing its meaning. They promise you the moon and the stars, and also promise to be by your side. Suddenly when you want to lean on them they disappear...making you think was it all just an illusion. One moment you mean the world...and the next your very existence is meaningless. They become cruel unaware about tearing your soul apart. But overtime you realize that people change no matter how much they might say they haven’t...they fight to retain that little something just  remnant  of the long lost dreams. Realising one day that no matter how long the night seems, you know it deep within the sun is going to rise without them. With time you realize that if you were there priority then you wouldn’t be standing at the crossroads...hoping they would come back or just turn around. With time you realize that all the blames you were put through weren’t mountains, that couldn’t have been crossed. But instead they were crutches used while setting afire the paradise; you both built gradually one stone at a time. The person that was crowned to be strong was just weak, and looking for a way out. But when the pain sets in is you realize it hurts more that you weren’t considered worthy for second chance...maybe that’s life one moment you are two bodies with souls entwined...and the next strangers going about in their own worlds.

Just Waiting

Why does it happen that the people you want to be with forever leave you...why does it happen that when they leave you feel a part of your soul just died. Why does it happen when you want that special one to be near you at your darkest time? You look around and they are nowhere to be found. When they are beside they never feel appreciated, when all you try to bring a smile on their face with every fibre of your existence. They leave without a second thought, don’t say a word, never turn back to see that you are still standing, at that turn of life where you had to part ways. You are the last to know...within moments you become total strangers. All you are left with is an undying feeling that you are meeting for the first time. Suddenly the things that made one laugh become mind-numbing and infuriating. You wish they come back and keep waiting even though everyone says it’s hopeless. Drifting in the sea of sadness and pain without a guiding light, letting the waves toss you around. And strangely you feel being home just drifting. Suddenly pain is your best friend keeping you company, as you stand there not moving just waiting…